Not My Real Life

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Say hi and smile

There isn't anything else to see

Too bad, so sad

To lose control eternally

Stay high and I could blow away with all the leaves

So when I feel that I'm falling asleep

No need to think I'm afraid of my dreams

And I was suffering badly from the ugliness

had me attached to the world that I see,

and I was feeling unbalanced and emotionless,

standing naked, and shaking, and weak

This is a statement to all that I live and repress

As if this life is as fake as it seems

I see the sun start to fall and I lose my finesse

I'm escaping reality

Its not my real life

Oh my blue life is like a fragile falling leaf

You crushed it

So forget

You walked away so casually

True love

Morning dove

Stuck in the cage, and the fire is weak

So when I feel that it's burning my feet

I'll run away like I'm fleeing the scene

And I was hovering over on the balance beam

Sent you a signal to show what I mean

And I was polished and ready for the movie scene

As if the script was all part of my dreams

I've got this feeling my feelings are escaping me

I'll leave a part of my mind with the leaves

So when I feel like I'm grinding my teeth

I'll be alone in the room in the scene

I'll be escaping reality

Its not my real life.


from Pure In The Plastic, released April 1, 2016



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The new album "One Big Particular Loop" available 1.22.13

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