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17 New Years
05:49
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Embrace this
The truest
In focus
Around us in celebrating light.
And did you breathe in the mountain air?
A heavy state for your lungs to seek air
A certain look and your full moon eyes stair,
the smell of your hair, and I`m never letting go of you now.
Heavy
It's a heavy weight
Put it all on me
Is that all I meant to you?
Call me
Could you call my name?
Will it sound the same?
Is that all I meant to you?
The mess of this is shattering
in pieces of such ugly things
For you to hide all you feel in your life
you went away no where close to my side
And did you breathe in the mountain air?
Look twice so your love could seek air
Heavy
It's a heavy weight
Put it all on me
Is that all I meant to you?
Call me
Could you call my name?
Will it sound the same?
Is that all I meant to you?
I don't want to leave your heart to know
Gotta leave room for us to grow
A positive sign and even flow
Catch a space in time for letting go
And did you breath in the mountain air?
A fallow state for your lungs to seek air
Heavy
It's a heavy weight
Put it all on me
Is that all I meant to you?
Call me
Could you call my name?
Will it sound the same?
Is that all I meant to you?
Smoke rings
In a fallow state
It all feels the same
'Cause that's all I meant to you
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First time the rain was falling down
Falling down on to you
It's the first time you failed to make a sound like you usually do
Might I make you move for me?
Lose for me?
Constantly bending out of frame
She's a double edge, slap back, poison kiss, a queen from out of state
Loose lip talk trash to me, fall through me back in love again.
and might I? (Might decide to roll)
And in the past three days you gave it all away
"I know"
And when the leaves all change I want to hear you say
"I won't"
And I know its hard to fight the feud when your used to soothing it
You twist like a wind up puppet in tune with the music of it
You sold your soul yourself to fuse it
But when you sing to me you got me feeling weak
You're like a pacifier stuck in my teeth
And in the paraphrase could hear you say
"I love you"
Loving you is all I ever had
Show me all the pain that is sure to last
Losing you to time is sure to kill
Holding on your hand so I could get my fill
Loving you is all I ever had
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I.W.W.I.T.I.W.
04:33
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Draw the silver line
Wish me well or wish me not
It became apart of us
It wasn't what I thought it was
March in single file
Never enough to fill that cup
But when you finally drink it up
It wont be what you thought it was
I'll be going away for a little while
Getting on a plane
Thinking about not landing
Change my name, my job, my face
Its awfully low the place you hide me in
You're crazy if you think I'm that weak
There's no changing my mind
I'm not that guy
I kept it in my head like a fever
It wasn't what I thought it was
It wasn't at all the way we had planned it to be
I'm passed this stage
I kept a heavy heart on my sleeve
You're make-believe
Draw the silver line
Wish me well or wish me not
It became apart of us
It wasn't what I thought it was
March in single file
Never enough to fill that cup
But when you finally drink it up
It wont be what you thought it was
Smile for the rich and for the paid
But nothing to say
(I can feel it)
I can feel a change in the way you call my name
(I can feel it)
No I am not a rich man
No fancy cars
No golden rings
(I can feel it)
But I can feel a strange sense of blame being placed on me
Not hard to see...
Draw the silver line
Wish me well or wish me not
It became apart of us
It wasn't what I thought it was
March in single file
Never enough to fill that cup
But when you finally drink it up
It wont be what you thought it was
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Not My Real Life
05:14
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Say hi and smile
There isn't anything else to see
Too bad, so sad
To lose control eternally
Stay high and I could blow away with all the leaves
So when I feel that I'm falling asleep
No need to think I'm afraid of my dreams
And I was suffering badly from the ugliness
had me attached to the world that I see,
and I was feeling unbalanced and emotionless,
standing naked, and shaking, and weak
This is a statement to all that I live and repress
As if this life is as fake as it seems
I see the sun start to fall and I lose my finesse
I'm escaping reality
Its not my real life
Oh my blue life is like a fragile falling leaf
You crushed it
So forget
You walked away so casually
True love
Morning dove
Stuck in the cage, and the fire is weak
So when I feel that it's burning my feet
I'll run away like I'm fleeing the scene
And I was hovering over on the balance beam
Sent you a signal to show what I mean
And I was polished and ready for the movie scene
As if the script was all part of my dreams
I've got this feeling my feelings are escaping me
I'll leave a part of my mind with the leaves
So when I feel like I'm grinding my teeth
I'll be alone in the room in the scene
I'll be escaping reality
Its not my real life.
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I was on the verge of losing
how my stomach itched from using
God it seems my heads confusing
I've abused the things to fuel my
Habit of waking up drunk and empty of...
Shaking off all the fear of being cold and blind
I vomit up whats left inside my life
Your vision is eternal
but you cant see past the skin
So fill me up a pool worth diving in
And when you come back bring the medicine
We cant live with out
Creeping in the water
and your eyes are glistening
Let the music sink into your skin
And when you fill up
there's no oxygen
You rise right to the bottom
Creeping in the water
It's got me runnin' around
(the medicine's got me)
Runnin' around
(I don't want to lose my)
Home in the clouds
(the medicine's got me)
Runnin' around
It's got me
Creeping in the water
and your eyes are glistening
Let the music sink into your skin
And when you fill up
there's no oxygen
You rise right to the bottom
Creeping in the water
I was on the verge of losing
how my stomach itched from using
God it seems my heads confusing
I've abused the things to fuel my
Habit of waking up drunk and empty of...
Shaking off all the fear of being cold and blind
I vomit up whats left inside my life
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6. |
Price
03:12
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For wondrous new eyes
so bitter and sweet
For the love of my brother
come on just speak
And there's a burden that's human
So look alive when your ready
ready to breath
And there's a dog in the street
I think I'll call the police
because he's showing his teeth
So hold my hand when the teeth start to sink in to me
So when my bloods on the table
will the doctor be able
to fix the look on my face when
I see the smile of a good friend of mine?
So when you open the door
and you thought you'd been born
with the face of a fool
I sleep with one eye open all the time
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7. |
Every Single Time
03:51
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It wasn't the same when we polished our faces
Like kids in amazement
Stuck true to the fantasy
I wasn't the same when I was stuck in the basement
A pocket of shame and I'm stuck in the misery
How did you do love ?
How was it true love?
How would you mind unless you bothered to know me?
How was my flavor?
A pocket of danger
And who's gonna save her?
And if my flavor tastes like wine
She'll come right over anytime
And if I love her is she mine?
This happens every single time
It wasn't the same when we polished our faces
Like kids in amazement
Stuck true to the fantasy
I wasn't the same when I was stuck in the basement
A pocket of shame and i'm stuck in the misery
How did your heart feel?
Torn off like an orange peel
A pocket of gold and the money could get me
As free as a honey bee amongst all the flavors
And who's gonna save her?
And if my flavor tastes like wine
She'll come right over anytime
And if I love her is she mine?
This happens every single time
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8. |
Let it Go
04:02
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Every time you come home I love to see your face
I do love
Raspberry on my lips
God this taste is so familiar
Half the time you were with me,
But we fucked up somewhere badly
(Half the time)
And I don't like that I know you anymore
Why did I waste all my feelings?
Tell me
And I don't like that I love you
Wait, yes I do
I'm a fool in amazement of you
If I don't fit in the puzzle
Then tell me now
And if your heart is a flower
let it bloom
If you like all the flavors of my kiss
Hold on to me closer
Or let it go
And now I'm stuck in the backyard freaking out
What did I do with me feelings?
Tell me
And I don't like that I said those things to you
Another rock in the river you threw
And if you like that I know you
Then tell me now
And if your heart is a flower
Then let it bloom
And if you like all the flavors of my kiss
Hold on to me closer
Or let it go
Every time you come home I love to see your face
I do love
Raspberry on my lips
God this taste is so familiar
Half the time you were with me,
But we fucked up somewhere badly
(Half the time)
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9. |
Osaka Son
04:32
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My heavy head is weighing on my lower limbs
It isn't what my friends expect
You can enter at your own expense
With eyes to see that lives of ours
Live like movie stars
One particular dream
No set alarms
When people say my heads away
I missed the point got lost in space
I'll see you soon
I'll see you soon
There's an owl in the window
A stranger in my bed
Don't do it for my heart
Only do it for my head
Only do it for my head
My beating chest is beating to my closest friends
It came along like an awkward wind
And its blowing through in a vicious spin
(and the cost to spend)
Is raising high like dollar signs
I'd spend it all to phase my mind
I'll see you soon
There's an owl in the window
A stranger in my bed
Don't do it for my heart
Only do it for my head
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Moona Festival
03:43
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Be good when you miss her
Step foot in the cage
Twice caught like a rabbit
No right words to say
Be good little habit
Get lost in the maze
Set free all my sadness
Hold on to me now
Hold on little feeling
Give warmth give me Grace
Make sense of me sister
Make reason for faith
Be good little nightmare
Hold on to me now
In my eye there's this place
Shook up by the nonsense
Don't let it be to late
There's soul in my pocket
There's money to waste
Walk next to the pond
Count fish all day
I'm drunk for your love
Stop messing with me
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